| Jul. 15th, 2005 @ 10:43 am (no subject) |
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Current Mood:  energetic
Current Music: Phatom of the Opera
Hello dear friends and readers, Funny how the way we see things as humans change so often. hmmmm, There is beauty i am told inside all of us yet i have not the sight to see it within my own self, i can look at others and see it, gently hidden below the surface but not within my own person. Leaps of faith only hightlight the trust we have with the being that sees all, whether we as humans wish to believe or not it is there. I chose to beleive but it is with great cost or not if you see things from where i stand. It is a dream that some people see not but i see perfectly, perfectly with hope and faith.
With each passing year i change my outlook and my way of thinking, before i go on something you all must know is that the "church" has not been in my life as long as some others i know but within myself it has been hidden, waiting for the time it could appear. But as it is now it guide my whole life, faith in the Lord Jesus Christ to me is not a sunday thing (which is good, considering the fact that i forget to go to church on a sunday!), it is the centre of my being, something that each day i strive to be better and to do better. On some days this is hard, it is hard when you look around and see the things that you may want to do but can not because it isn't within your faith to do.
This would be strange to my ears if i tried to say this outloud, i live it. I explain it to no one because i love the faith, the hope, the being that is beyound my understanding. Something that looks out for me because i can not do that myself. I am a child still learning and still growing, i need my Heavenly Father to care for me as my earthly parents do. I will always believe this and no one can nor will take this away from me. I would rather be alone all my life then give this and the temple away. |
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